someone need a love to move on but which one ? do you feel empty all of sudden even you say that you want to be alone but the truth is you need someone to be by your side that hear your story seeing your sadness give you an advise when you are trying to move on.Now i feel it.I feel such an empty when no one sees me.I know some of them asked me "are you okay" 'do you have a problem" hmm i wish i could tell them but i couldn;t cus it's really pain! hmm need a hug but no where can i get it? mom & dad ? hmm i'm not brave enough to tell them my sadness. I wish my grandma still alive cus i will tell her everything that i had been through all this time but what can i say? she already left me.If you still here my life would be complete even i need a man one day but it never be the same...
Have you ever lost someone that you love? how do you feel? now i feel the pains! People around me i could said they're just fine.....but some of them tell me to do something that it's quite hard for me to do but i try my best to do it...but i never be perfect i never be cold i never be nothing unless im with you.......cus you make me prefect but what can i do? you make me perfect........ but you're gone.........Alone alone alone! im so aloneeeeeeeeeee why people left me just like that? am i doing something wrong? yet don't ever use a nice word to me cus im so easy to touch but now im not never be like that..i gonna rude cus i don't want to be hurt anymore..it's really pain! everyday i try to make my day cold....when im alone here come the sadness...
talking to the moon...i look at the sky & i pray i wish i can get back the happiness that i hold it all this time.......where did u go dear happy? i need you back!
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