i never be perfect i never be cold i neve ber nothing unless im with you

someone need a love to move on but which one ? do you feel empty all of sudden even you say that you want to be alone but the truth is you need someone to be by your side that hear your story seeing your sadness give you an advise when you are trying to move on.Now i feel it.I feel such an empty when no one sees me.I know some of them asked me "are you okay" 'do you have a problem" hmm i wish i could tell them but i couldn;t cus it's really pain! hmm need a hug but no where can i get it? mom & dad ? hmm i'm not brave enough to tell them my sadness. I wish my grandma still alive cus i will tell her everything that i had been through all this time but what can i say? she already left me.If  you still here my life would be complete even i need a man one day but it never be the same...

Have you ever lost someone that you love? how do you feel? now i feel the pains! People around me i could said they're just fine.....but some of them tell me to do something that it's quite hard for me to do but i try my best to do it...but i never be perfect i never be cold i never be nothing unless im with you.......cus you make me prefect but what can i do? you make me perfect........ but you're gone.........Alone alone alone! im so aloneeeeeeeeeee why people left me just like that? am i doing something wrong? yet don't ever use a nice word to me cus im so easy to touch but now im not never be like that..i gonna rude cus i don't want to be hurt anymore..it's really pain! everyday i try to make my day cold....when im alone here come the sadness...

talking to the moon...i look at the sky & i pray i wish i can get back the happiness that i hold it all this time.......where did u go dear happy? i need you back!

I'm strong enough to face this world

kadang-kadang kita fikir kita lemah sebabkan orang sekeliling yang sentiasa jatuh kan kita tapi itu TIDAK untuk AKU.Biarkan mereka berkata buruk padaku kerana mereka sendiri yang rugi dan menyesal tak sudah.Yee walaupun air mata aku jatuh dengan mudah tapi kali ini aku akan cuba bertahan seperti sahabat aku ! kenapa aku tidak? Nabi Muhammad S.A.W pun orang yg kuat kenapa aku tidak? Allah suruh kita kuat dan bersabar kalau hendakkan kebaikan.Mungkin kita dapat hikmah tu lambat tak apa selagi sikap sabar itu ada dalam diri dan itulah keimanan yang perlu kita ada dan bukan saya sahaja tapi awak jugak yang sedang baca ni.

Baik orang kita kenal Jahat orang kita juga akan kenal.Kadang-kadang yang jahat itu yang akan jadi kawan kita walaupun pada mulanya kita takot dan anggap mereka yang memusnahkan harapan kita.TIDAK mereka bukan orang macam tu mungkin mereka ada sedikit ketakutan dalam diri mereka yang membuatkan mereka jadi berani untuk bertindak sesuka hati terhadap diri kita.Jadi awak saya perlu banyak bersabar dan berdoa pada ALLAH S.W.T untuk bukaan hati mereka untuk berubah dan berbaik dengan kita.INN SHAA ALLAH ^_^ jangan risau..yang baik tuu dtg dripda Allah dan yang jahat tuu datang dripda kita sendiri oleh sebab itu carilah kebaikan dan ingatlah syaitan sentiasa cuba jatuhkan kita dengan tipu helah mereka yang kejam tuu..jadi you & i can face this world together! Allah with you dude >< how come you're so scared? nahh about love? majority people always talking about love -__- erghh well love 100% not about boy ok? we can love many things......i meant that people use to say love about a person that i called it "boy" & "girl"  aishh sudah-sudah laa banyak benda boleh cari..mak ayah kawan2 opah atok an ada haa hmm suami isteri tuu biler masa sudah tiba  yee

ok bye  *if typo maaf 

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Assalammualaikum saudara dan saudari sekalian.Sihat? hehe rai sihat dan syukur alhamdulillah Allah masih panjangkan umur rai dan keluarga serta orang-orang yang rai sayang.

Nak tau tak? (tak nak) hari ini ada buat persembahan untuk orentasi di sekolah RMM.Rai ambil tingkatan 6 buat sementara sebelum masuk UNIKL.Sahaja nak merasa macam mana suasana tingkatan dan boleh la tahan kawan-kawan rai kenal haha!Ok..err persembahan rai dan kawan-kawan buat mengenai  sejarah tempatan yang mengisahkan peristiwa MAHSURI.Watak utama bukan rai tapi kawan rai Nisa Maemmbong manakala rai jadi mak dia iaitu sebagai Mak andam dan ayah dia pulak si fitri iaitu Pandak Maya.Waktu sampingan ramai tau :P Wan Derus si firdaus ,Wan Mahura si ezzaty dan Dato Pakermajaya si syafiqah dan tidak lupa jugak Deramang dilakonkan oleh fadhilah.Kami berlakon memang tak bagus langsung sebab jarang buat latihan jadi macam mana nak menang? ._. so tibai jelaa time mempersembah tu HAHA XD..last-last cikgu umumkan pemenang dan kami dapat NAIB JOHAN ._. okk ni lawak...rasanya sebab ramai buat pelik-pelik tambahan kami pun pelik senang cerita hampir semua kumpulan buat persembahan ala kadar je haha sebab cikgu pun kata kena banyak latihan dan perubahan.So itu laa cerita nya..Tahu tak best hehe

i'm moving on even i still hoping at Allah

So you say, you don’t wanna talk
You tell me, to go take a walk
You don’t wanna see my face right now
You don’t care how I feel
I just wanna know how
You would feel if I never picked up the phone?
You would feel so cold in this world all alone
Tell me where you get the nerve to say
I’m the one that made it end this way

When you’ve no- where to go
And you need someone to hold
I won’t be there, no
‘Cause you let me go
And I’m moving on
I’ve got to be strong
And do you, never know
What there was in store
I’ll be moving on
I’ve got to be strong
When you hear this song
I’ll be- moving on
Yeah

So you say, you regret it all
You tell me, that it’s all your fault
Glad you figured out what it’s all about
But it’s too late now, ‘cause I have found

When you’ve no- where to go
And you need someone to hold
I won’t be there, no
“Cause you let me go
And you’re moving on
I’ve got to be strong
And do you, never know
What there was in store
I’ll be moving on
I’ve got to be strong
When you hear this song
I’ll be- moving on
Yeah

(I’ll be moving on)
When you’ve no- where to go
And you need someone to hold
I won’t be there, no
‘Cause you let me go
And I’m moving on
I’ve got to be strong
And do you, never know
What there was in store
I’ll be moving on
I’ve got to be strong
When you hear this song
I’ll be- moving on